First day

The morning session went well, woke up early, leave home by 7.00 am, arrived at the office by 7.40 am. Signed in, turned on my laptop, mixed my drink…… ALL as planned. But work started to go a bit haywired once I sat on the chair. They need the report stat, so there I was fixing the report and forgetting about everything else. By 12 noon, report submitted.

I try to enjoy the moment for a while when it hits me. DAMN it’s already noon and I haven’t taken my meds. That’s ok….. life can still go on. Went out for lunch at Big Plate which live up to its name; serving large dishes. Back from lunch I had to finish up my drawing and giving my full concentration I managed to fix everything that need to be fitted.

Out of sudden, the program went off == all modification not saved nor can be recovered. DAMN. Rushed out of the office to  get some fresh air and cursing the program over and over again. Back at my desk, staring blankly at the laptop’s monitor, I hate to start all over again. Catch a glimpse at the watch, 4.23 pm. As devastated as I can be, I decided to NOT resume that particular work today.

While thinking of utilizing the stress reduction kit, I realized that I forgot to take my afternoon meds. DAMN. Googled ”stupidity is a mess” for no obvious reason….. aside from killing some time. About 5 minutes to 5.00, the sounds off cat and dog could be heard. YES it rained heavily. Though armed with my Pooh umbrella, I was soaked up to the knee. I don’t want to damn this. The traffic was horrible, arrived home around quarter past 6. As nobody was home, the decision was to stay in the car and listen to Hot fm while checking out Facebook on the mobile.  After half an hour of those, I get off the car and step inside the house. Had a quick change before went out again for dinner.

Back from dinner around 8.30 pm, turned on the laptop and start working on the drawing again. By 10.30 I’ve finished everything. DAMN, that’s past 10 pm, supposed bed time. Never mind, watch a bit of movie, planting some crops, collecting eggs, wool and milk, harvesting the crops and finally writing this entry.

SO.. how do I say the result of the first day?? Quite a couples of DAMN but not too bad. AGREE?

Of being organized

I’ve made up my mind. From tonight on, I’ll be the most organized and disciplined me that I can be in running my daily life. I’ll wake up at 6.15 in the morning. Start the car engine by 6.53 am. Depending on the traffic, I’ll step into the office by 8.00 am <10 minutes tolerance>. After signing in I’ll head straight to my desk… turn on the computer. While waiting for the computer to start, I’ll make myself a mug of Milo Fuze Cereal drink. Back to the desk, after a few sips I’ll take my morning meds by 8.30 am. And work begins. If I have the mood I’ll have breakfast somewhere between 9.00 am to 10.00 am. Then I’ll continue working till 1.00 pm, lunch hour. Again if I have the mood I’ll take my lunch or else I would just have a great rest. Resume work. Around 2.34 take my afternoon meds, solat then resume work. By 5.00 pm <30 minutes tolerance>I’ll pack up my stuff, sign out for the day. Expecting to be home by 6.00 pm armed with dinner. Take my dinner (a must) before 6.30 pm. Switch on the TV and laptop. Farming on farmville. Maghrib prayer. 8.00 pm take night meds and watch the  news. Then I’ll watch any tv series , read novel and go to bed by 10.00 pm <30 minutes tolerance>.

Sounds boring isn’t it?? Let see whether it works tomorrow. Give me a few days to adjust my biological clock.     

From….

….. the new Vaio P white. This entry is writen from my new vaio, YEAYY. I’m in Nilai waiting for my brother doing his shopping, so i take the time to write from my new baby as promised. I wanted to buy a red vaio initially, but they ran out of stock. I figured white is the next best choice. Owh this business of wasting money makes me so over the moon.

So after this my wallet needs to be on strict diet I guess…

Enough said for this entry. I want to visit Enot’s Land. Byeee

RED RED

Lama jugak saya meninggalkan blog ni rupanya…

Hari ni dah bukak bungkusan ubat yang baru. Rasa SERONOK sangat. Saya tak tahu macam mana perasaan orang lain bila dapat ubat baru, tapi saya teruja dan lebih bersemangat. Sebabnya saya bosan mengadap kotak-kotak, botol-botol lama yang sama setiap hari. Saya ni memang sewel agaknya. Atau mungkin itu normal untuk orang-orang yang harus melakukan perkara rutin setiap hari??

Last appointment dapat bekalan dadah yang BANYAK…. 8 weeks supply. The ‘date’ went well. Masuk je pintu hospital dah terserempak dengan doktor. Naik lif sama-sama, jadik first patient for that day. Sembang-sembang, gelak-gelak, and as usual kena marah sikit. Tak banyak kali ni, sikit je. Dia ingatkan saya to have social life…. jangan asyik sembunyi bawah selimut baca novel sorang-sorang je. We walked down memory lane, to remind me what should I watch out for supaya tak relapse lagi. Pastu gi amik darah…. banyak btul dia amik cam lebih baik saya derma darah (bertiub tiub tiub tiub tiub). Tapi makcik tu sangat terer, sekali cucuk terus dapat. Diiringi pula dengan pujian untuk saya: “jangan tarik tangan eh, sakit sikit je macam kena gigit semut…. kalau tak kena cucuk banyak kali….. OK PANDAI”. Dooh macam saya ni budak umur 8 tahun je cakap macam tu. Habis je turun bawah amik ubat SEBAKUL.

These few months ni selalu sangat headache dan neck pain ni mengganggu gugat hidup saya. Culprit btul. Katanya mungkin kena check spine balik. SO TAKE THE LOAD OFF the shoulder please. Tapi macam mana nak buat sebab hari-hari pon angkut laptop yang berat pegi office.   

Bercakap soal laptop… SAYA NAK BELI LAPTOP BARU. Red Vaio P series. How does that sounds? Tengok la weekends ni kalau saya beli. Hai seronoknya seronoknya. Tak sabar nak tunggu weekend.

Ish… dah 10.42pm saya belum tidur. Sleep pattern tak betul sekarang. Semalam tidur jam 8 malam, kelmarin 12 mlm, hari ni tatau la. Sementara tunggu weekends ni baik saya main farmville. 

 

OK dah cukup panjang entry ni. Nanti kalau saya beli laptop baru saya update dari laptop tu. See ya.

Volcano eruption

I felt like exploding….. FELT. I was really really really angry, upset, mad at everybody including me. . Thanks for those who were willing to bear with the fuming anne. I just need a fully occupied mind to calm down.

Believe me, I’m STILL panting from the emotion outbreaks. So pardon me for leaving it to here for today.  

KLCC

Just came back from KLCC and gosh…. the crowd causes me headache!! I never like crowd. But what am I supposed to do on Sunday?? furthermore alone?? My life is getting boring day by day. Nothing interesting been happening. Nothing challenging. Nothing exciting. Nothing this nothing that. The same mundane routine everyday…. 

I need a vacation and I need a shopping ‘therapy’. Desperately need to spend money on something but am not sure what that ’something’ is supposed to be.

-anne- 

Enot’s Land and Bangga

2/3 hari ni, tahap kesihatan kurang memuaskan. Rasa macam mabuk je… tremor pon dah datang balik. Doc1 tanya kenapa cakap macam orang mabuk. Doc2 kata mungkin side effects from all those medications that I’m on (owh by the way, gambar ubat-ubat kat sebelah ni semua telah obsolete). Ntah la… next week masa appointment need to discuss this dengan Dr R.

Tadi siang tertinggal handphone dalam kereta. Selepas ‘dipaksa’ keluar lunch oleh member office, saya terus pegi amik telefon. Ada 6 miscalls. 4 dari mama, 2 dari papa. Itulah life saya, mama dan papa. Terus try contact papa…. tak dapat (well… it’s Friday). Then mama call. Then mama call lagi. Then mama call lagi. Then I call mama. Then I call kakak. Then I call abang. Like I said, life saya revolves around my family members.

Tadi masa bersembang-sembang dengan mama, this issue arrises. One of my aunty suruh balik kampung berubat ngan sape ntah sebab saya asyik sakit.  ‘ANNE TAK SUKA LA MAMA….’; that was my reply. Entah kenapa dengan saya ni. Malas nak berubat berubat ni. I’m in control. I’m OK. Biasa la sakit kadang-kadang tu. Semua orang pon sakit.

Malam ni betul betul rasa nak gi bowling… tapi malas nak bersesak sesak. Friday night katakan. Mungkin berbowlingan atas couch ni je. Bercucuk tanam di Enot’s Land Farmville, menghabiskan masa bersama Bangga di Pet Society. Tapi sesiapa yang rapat dengan saya tahu perangai saya.

Saya suka buat sesuatu yang tak dirancang. Entah-entah lepas maghrib ni saya pegi bowling. Ataupon saya pegi amik gambar kat klcc… who knows.

OK lah… maghrib pon dah masuk, kepala pon dah sakit. Till then.

 

The Lovely Bones

Nak tulis tapi tak tahu nak tulis apa.

1. Currently reading The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. About a murdered girl watching the goings of her family and friends from the heaven. 
2. Started going out for bowling again (after 6 months!!!). There’s a new bowling alley in WangsaWalk Mall… what a blessing.

I’m at HOME (Kedah) now. On Friday, immediately after realizing that it was mama’s birthday, I decided that the best birthday present would be by being home. See how brilliant I am?

SO, being me (a split second decision maker):

1. Texted kakak
2. Comes to agreement
3. By 7pm we were already out of KL

That’s enough for this post. Later readers…..

-anne-

Cliches

My heart aches.

My head hurts.

My ankle aches.

My brain freezes.

I’m dysfunctional.

Anne.. don’t give a damn about yourself!!! Go bang your head on the wall and we need to see some artwork here.

 

2009

*SIGH*

Howdy,

How many weeks has it been since my last post? I suddenly loss the interest, the passion to write. As this is the last day of the year 2009, it’s probably the best time for me to write again, summing up what’s been happening throughout the year.

But yeah…. I’m not really into writing right now. It’s enough to say that 2009 has been a colorful, painful, wonderful and ‘wonderful’ year for me. Started the year in Malaysia, went for first interview, started first job, quit the first job, get a second job, waived PTD’s interview (what the hell was I thinking?), get a third and current job (work is awesome), been in and out of hospital and doctors’ offices, got a nephew, gave duit raya to the kids….. too many to list them all.

Hope 2010 would be a great year. Pardon my wrongdoings and have a happy new year guys!!

-anne-