The Manic Me

Is This Reality or Am I Faking It…..

Gloomy and Sunny

Announcing my extremely-short-drug-supply situation. From recent count (about 10 minutes ago), what I have in stock are:

  1. 1 Risperdal
  2. 3 Zoloft
  3. 11 Epilim

Thus;

Risperdal will last for another day, Zoloft supply is enough for another 2 days and I will ran out of Epilim after 3 1/2  days. Though the situation is critical, I do not plan to go home to see my psychiatrist nor do I have the plan to see ’foreign’ psychiatrist here in KL this weekends. Why??

  1. I’m too tired to travel home.
  2. I’m scared of ‘foreign’ doctor…. in fact I’m scared of any changes. I HATE CHANGES.

If I’m not busy and tired, maybe I’ll head home the next weekends. So… we’ll see how I’ll be doing without drugs yeah? Pray for me readers…. as I’m scared of the outcomes.

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Speaking of which; after what seems to be a looooooong mood sway and depressed period, today (Wednesday) my mood had improved a lot. I’m not as gloomy as the weather (it was raining heavily this afternoon) and more ’sunny’ than usual.

Or maybe too sunny that I’m still wide awake at this moment.

October 29, 2009 - Posted by dogmatiluser | Uncategorized | | No Comments Yet

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