December 21, 2011
Count down begins: 6 working days to go for the year.
Not that I’m expecting anything to be different at work next year….. just hoping that the new-year-bug would light up my spirit to work passionately.
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December has so far been tiresome. My body, mind and emotion are all exhausted!!! Depression has overwhelmed me. The usual moodiness, anxiety, palpitation, agitation, anger, nausea, headache visit me daily….. HATE HATE HATE. I hate them so much that I’ve to admit that I’m overdosing myself. Not doubling…. but quadrupling the rivotril and tripling the inderal. Who cares, as long as I’m able to doze off and forget about everything. Need to bury my thoughts with work for distraction…..though admittedly it’s hard to drag myself out of bed each morning. Hopefully the D will leave me as 2011 leaves. I don’t want you D!! I’ve got a life to live without you. Thank you.
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Buenos noches. Do pray for my health, PLEASE.
-The-Manic-Me-
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The writer is weighing whether she is really “mental” or this is just a nightmare that she’s going to wake up from (one day). She’s so confused that she thinks she is crazy. Clearly this isn’t a bliss.
Shamrock Says
You are charming, witty, and larger than life.
At times, you can be a bit impatient and inflexible. You don't like to be distracted.
You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck.
You are stylish, in a classic sort of way. You are particular about how you like things.
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My House
The sorting hat says that I belong in Ravenclaw!
Said Ravenclaw, "We'll teach those whose intelligence is surest."
Ravenclaw students tend to be clever, witty, intelligent, and knowledgeable.
Notable residents include Cho Chang and Padma Patil (objects of Harry and Ron's affections), and Luna Lovegood (daughter of The Quibbler magazine's editor).
