Bed
Seriously!!! When are you going to deliver my new bed??? Nearly 2 weeks has passed, payment is settled, what’s holding you mister?? I WANT MY BED STAT. The delay is ruining my next makeover agenda. So please, I beg you, PLEASE hurry.
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I’m upset ’bout something. Come to think of it (took me the whole day of thinking), I actually felt betrayed. I know I shouldn’t take this in such a way, but I’ve been so used to having ‘it’. Though I rarely (really RARE!) utilized ‘it’, silently knowing that ‘it’ IS there, within my reach, gave me the confidence to move on and take risks. Because I know, ‘it’ will be there to correct things when things went wrong. Now ‘it’ is snatched away….. and I’m taken aback. It is shocking for me to learn that I reacted this way to something which should be irrelevant to me.
I thought the confidence that I gained was from the inner me, but today’s event has wronged me. Whatever it is, life must go on. For people with BD, trust is a big thing. I must learn to distribute my trust to many people, so I wouldn’t lose the whole ‘chunk’ when the unforeseen visited.
Being me, it’s really difficult to give people my trust and it’s equally hurts when I lose the people that has gained my trust.
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Well well, enough babbling. That’s too much of a BAD than a BED.
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ME
The writer is weighing whether she is really “mental” or this is just a nightmare that she’s going to wake up from (one day). She’s so confused that she thinks she is crazy. Clearly this isn’t a bliss.
Shamrock Says
You are charming, witty, and larger than life.
At times, you can be a bit impatient and inflexible. You don't like to be distracted.
You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck.
You are stylish, in a classic sort of way. You are particular about how you like things.
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My House
The sorting hat says that I belong in Ravenclaw!
Said Ravenclaw, "We'll teach those whose intelligence is surest."
Ravenclaw students tend to be clever, witty, intelligent, and knowledgeable.
Notable residents include Cho Chang and Padma Patil (objects of Harry and Ron's affections), and Luna Lovegood (daughter of The Quibbler magazine's editor).
